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Tiskovne konference so bile že od nekdaj del njegovega življenja. Še se spomni samih začetkov, ko je večkrat prisostvoval Bishopovim - te so bile definitivno manj naporne, kajti navadno je zgolj stal v ozadju in tu in tam pokomentiral finančno stanje, ki je bilo v njegovi oskrbi. Današnja pa je bila daleč od tega, predvsem bolj invazivna kar se tiče njegovega zasebnega življenja. Vprašanja o Emmi so se vrstila, tudi tista o “domnevnih” aferah in o vplivu le teh na njegovo delo okrožnega tožilca. Lahko bi vedel, da bodo vsi okostnjaki, ki jih je nekaj časa tako uspešno skrival, prišli na dan in vsekakor bi lahko bil bolje pripravljen, toda s svojimi iskrenimi odgovori je vseeno naredil vtis. Vsak dela napake ... on jih je takrat počel z največjim užitkom. Tega zadnjega seveda ni zares izrekel, je pa na skrivaj vsekakor razmišljal tudi o njej. O ženski, ki je poskrbela za počasen propad njegovega dolgega zakona.
Napolnil je že tretji kozarček viskija in polovico spil na dušek. Potreboval je to. Potreboval je samotne večere, ko v dnevni sobi ni bilo slišati ničesar drugega kot igranje prastarega gramofona. Sicer se je dobro zavedal, da zgornji prostori vendarle niso tako zelo prazni, Jill je namreč še vedno obremenjevala svojega starega, toda nečeloma ga ni motila - zakopana kot je bila v tiste svoje cunjice. “Gail,” je odložil kozarec na nizko omarico in počakal le toliko, da je v sosednji sobi zaslišal nemirno sopihanje, “upam, da je obleka za jutri pripravljena. Zvečer me ne bo domov, tako da skuhaj le za Jill, Jamieja ne bo.” Gail je bila zvesta uslužbenga že za časa Emme. Menda jo je izbrala prav ona, in ker sta otroka odrastla ob njej, ni videl razloga, zakaj bi poleg bivše žene, morala spokati tudi ona.
Po par izpraznjenih kozarčkih se je njegova razsodnost gotovo znižala za par odstotkov, je pa - kot navadno - vseeno vztrajal nekoliko pozneje v večer. In ker je ženska, ki navadno skrbi za obiske, že davno tega oddelala svoj dnevni urnik, je bil on tisti, ki je moral odgovoriti na divje trkanje. Jamie se je le redko vrnil domov, lastništvo njegovega podjetja mu je očitno stopilo v glavo in dosti večkrat kot na družinskih večerjah, ga je opazil na televizijskem ekranu. Se bo že zavedal svojih neumnosti, ko bo budžet - ob kaviarju, ostrigah in najdražjem šampanjcu - skopnel. “Pa ne, da že potrebuješ ...” je načel še preden bi prav dobro videl kdo stoji pred njim, pa se je nazadnje zavedal, da bi zaključen stavek podobno pristajal tudi njej. Materi njegovih otrok. Tisti, ki ga je povsem upravičeno zapustila, pobasala svoj delež premoženja in mu precej samozavestno zabrusila, da se srečata zgolj še na onem svetu.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
na njenem obrazu se je skoraj nemudoma pojavil nasmešek. »da spet potrebujem kaj?« je mehko ponovila in nato brez nepotrebnih ceremonij preprosto stopila mimo njega v notranjost hiše. na sebi je imela belo obleko, čez katero je imela ogrnjen šal, ker jo je v evropi, kjer se je nahajala še pred par urami, nekoliko zazeblo, ko se je spravljala na letališče. ampak zdaj je bila tu – dejansko nekako kar ni mogla verjeti, da je bila po teh letih končno spet v ameriki, ampak morala je priznati, da je deželo po svoje pogrešala, čeprav je vedela, da bo na to čudno čustvo nostalgije pozabila v hipu, ko se bo zamotila z nečem novim.
»živijo, dragi,« se je nasmehnila proti temnolascu, katerega hiša se je zdela kot logična izbira za prostor, kamor bi se namenila. poleg tega že dolgo ni videla svojih otrok in njen bivši mož… vsekakor zgodba, ki jo je zabavala. prebolela je že svojo jezo, ampak še vedno je bila preveč nepredvidljiva, da bi bilo mogoče uganiti, kaj bo storila v naslednjem trenutku. »ravno sem prišla iz letališča. sta otroka doma?« se je pozanimala in z elegantno potezo potegnila šal iz svojega telesa ter ga vajeno položila čez pohištvo v dnevni sobi. pohištvo, ki ga je pred toliko leti izbrala ona. ah, ta hiša je bila napolnjena s spomini in niso bili vsi lepi. na srečo je bila trenutno preveč zaposlena, da bi se obremenjevala s tem. ravno zaradi tega je zakorakala preko prostora in se ustavila pred svojim bivšim možem, medtem ko sta njeni dlani vajeno popravili njegovo srajco. »si me pogrešal, jack?« se je skorajda posmehnila, ampak tako ali tako je takšna vedno bila in njenega razpoloženja za temnimi očmi ni bilo lahko razbrati.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Pravzaprav ga je lahkotnost njenih besed in korakov tako zelo presunila, da se je še nekaj trenutkov oklepal kljuke in izbiral primeren moment, ko se bo vendarle sposoben zasukati in ji pogledati v oči. Minilo je precej časa, odkar sta si nazadnje stala tako zelo blizu, njeno razpoloženje pa je tako hitro nihalo, da nikoli ni vedel kje dejansko stoji in kaj ga čaka. Bo našla izgovor in od njega pričakovala denar, bo želela spet krpati tisto, kar je dejansko nemogoče popraviti, bo izrazila željo po tem, da se Jill preseli k njej. Čisto zares ni vedel o čem bo tekel pogovor med njima, ampak nazadnje je le zaloputnil z vrati, dlani pa stisnil v pesti - ker je kozarec z viskijem enostavno bil predaleč. “Pozabi, Emma, nisem te pričakoval,” ni želel govoriti o sinu, ki je bil edini, ki bi ga ob tako neverjetni uri še pustil naprej. Nje ni pričakoval, niti približno ne. Ne le, da je upal, da so zadeve med njima vsaj približno normalne in zaključene, pač pa se mu tudi ni sanjalo kje se ženska nahaja, koga odira za denar in kaj počne. Nekako je z ločitvijo svoj nos skušal držati proč in se ukvarjati zgolj z otrokoma, ki sta bila edini spomin nanjo. “Krasno, res krasno,” je zamomljal v brado, ko mu je namenila enega izmed svojih privlačnejših nasmeškov. Še vedno je bila strašansko postavna in ta obleka ... res ji je odlično poudarila obline. “Kako to misliš? Kar tako se prikažeš, ura je krepko čez deveto, in sprašuješ po otrocih? Koliko časa boš potrebovala naslednjič, da se boš končno zavedala, da imaš tudi ti svoje dolžnosti, ne le jaz?” Zaripel v obraz ni želel povzdigniti glasu, čeprav ga najmlajša - zdaj verjetno s slušalkami v ušesih - sploh ne sliši, ampak želel si je vse prej kot ogenj v strehi.
“Emma, kaj potrebuješ? Taksi? Lahko ti pokličem taksi. Potrebuješ denar za hotel?” je hotel po hitrem postopku rešiti zadevo, čeprav je vedel, da ima ona ... za razliko od njega, v glavi nekaj povsem drugega. Jasno, pričakovala bo, da pokliče Jill, zahtevala bo družinsko večerjico, namestila se bo v eni izmed sob, ga po možnosti prisilila v spanje na kavču. Vse to je nekajkrat že dal skozi in zares ni pričakoval, da bo tokrat kaj drugače.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Sob Sep 14, 2013 9:43 am
samo skomignila je z rameni ob njegovih besedah, ker je bila preveč dobro seznanjena z njim in je vedela, da so se njegove misli vedno vrtele v popolnoma nasprotno smer od njenih. morda je koga pričakoval; vsekakor nekoga, ki ni bil ona, ampak navsezadnje bo tudi s tem lahko živela. vanj je uprla skoraj presenečen pogled, ko je spregovoril – nato pa usta odprla še sama. »ah, jack, pustiva malenkosti,« se je zasmejala. navsezadnje se z malenkostmi res nikoli ni splačalo ubadati, to je emma že dolgo vedela. »in če sta mi otroka vsaj približno podobna – kar sta mi vsekakor – potem sta dovolj samostojna, da ne potrebujeta mame za vsako malenkost.« res je bilo tako preprosto. poleg tega sta jo otroka oboževala, to sta vedela oba z jackom.
»in tako ali tako imata očeta, kajne?« njene dlani sta spet našli pot do njegovega prsnega koša, medtem ko so njene oči zašle do njegovih. »vedno si imel čudovite oči. po malem sem bila zelo jezna, ker nikoli nisem znala dobro razbrati vsega v njih,« se je sama pri sebi nasmehnila. do svojega bivšega moža je morda res gojila cel kup zamer in še vsakdo bi se strinjal da je imela vso pravico do tega, amapk jack je bil vedno v njenem srcu. predvsem zato, ker je bil oče njenih otrok – čeprav ji ponavadi nič od tega ni ravno veliko pomenilo. preveč je bila samosvoja in neodvisna, da bi ji lahko. »kaj potrebujem?« je ponovila za njim in se nasmehnila. »ah, daj no. vrnila sem se v mesto in sem pomislila, da bi bilo dobro pozdraviti družino. imam novo službo, veš? nekaj časa bom ostala. nočem v hotel,« se je rahlo namrščila ob ideji, »tako da sem upala, da mi boš dovolil ostati tukaj.« tokrat se je njen očarljiv nasmešek pojavil v kombinaciji s pogledom, ki se mu še nikoli ni mogel upreti. pravzaprav je bil vedno zelo privlačen.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Ned Sep 15, 2013 8:58 am
tag, emma!
Prav značilno za njo, da tistim - zanj zelo pomembnim - rečem ne posveča pretirane pozornosti. Da na stvari gleda premalo analitično, da jo skrbi zgolj za svojo lastno rit, čeprav je - milo rečeno - do svojih otrok verjetno vendarle bil preveč zaščitniški. Nenazadnje jih je Jill štela že devetnajst in pri teh letih bi lahko brez dvoma poskrbela že za kakšno izmed bolj pomembnih odločitev. Verjetno bi ji tudi rade volje dal prosto pot, če bi se odločila, da po devetnajstih letih odraščanja z njim, odide z Emmo. Enako bi lahko dejal za Jamieja, pri triindvajsetih je prevzel njegovo podjetje, zaupal mu je, zaupal mu je bolj kot komurkoli drugemu in če se je njemu zdelo, da si Emma zasluži novo priložnost, bo to gotovo razumel. "Prav imaš, Jill je tvoja mala kopija, Jamie pa je nekoliko bolj podoben meni," sta ga njegova otroka prvič po dolgem času napravila nostalgičnega. "In gotovo naju ne potrebujeta več, Jill si že obeta lastno stanovanje, Emma, kaj naj storim glede tega?" Se je prvotno obtoževanje prelevilo v iskanje nasveta, namreč igranje očeta in matere hkrati mu nikoli ni šlo pretirano dobro. Z Emmo sta se razšla, ko sta otroka že vsaj približno razumela celotno zadevo, zato sta vsakršno novo žensko v njegovem življenju sprejela zgolj in izključno kot prišleka.
Njen dotik na njegovem telesu je bil tako znan, po drugi strani pa vse prej kot dobrodošel. Ni bilo več tistih pristnih čustev do nje, ni bilo več iskrene ljubezni in skrbi, bila je zgolj navada. Samo nekaj, s čimer je živel dobro desetletje … nekaj, kar ga je včasih razveseljevalo, zdaj pa se je zdelo napak. "Prosim te, Emma, tole ne pelje nikamor," so se njegove dlani znašle na njenih, združene na njegovem prstnem košu, medtem ko je pogled raje obdržal spuščen. Še vedno je bila lepa. Še vedno se je znala izzivalno obleči in obnašati. In v njegovih očeh je bila včasih še vedno tista šestnajstletnica, ki mu je ukradla srce. "Torej sem predvideval pravilno. Hočeš ostati," je ponovil njene besede, kot da bi enostavno potreboval potrdilo. Hotela je ostati. In kot je pred leti obljubil otrokoma, bodo vrata te hiše vedno odprta tudi njuni mami … če bo le želela. "Gail je že odšla, sama si boš morala pripraviti sobo za goste, Emma, sveže rjuhe so v omari …" je začel, vprašljiv pogled na njenem obrazu, pa mu je dal vedeti, da je preoblačenje vzmetnic in odej zadnje, kar je želela početi tako pozno zvečer.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Pon Sep 16, 2013 10:19 am
njegova pripomba jo je pripravila do polovičnega nasmeška. »torej je precej varno reči, da bo jill lažje v življenju,« je rekla. bilo je tako zelo jasno in očitno: če ji je bila podobna, ji ne bo hudega. emma se nikoli ni pretirano obremenjevala ali skrbela ali počela sploh karkoli preveč stresnega – ponavadi se je držala načela, da bo pač storila nekaj, kar ji bo všeč. jack, na drugi strani, je bil njeno popolno nasprotje. »najemi ji stanovanje, jack,« je skomignila z rameni ob njegovih besedah. »ampak poskrbi za to, da bo morala vsak mesec dati del najemnine. ali plačala stroške. ali oboje. oh, in ne smeš ji dopustiti, da bi manipulirala s tabo glede tega. mora se naučiti, da nič v življenju ni zastonj in da se mora počasi postaviti na svoje noge,« je mehko dejala.
»seveda bom ostala,« je dejala, njen glas pa je bil tokrat skoraj presenečen nad mislijo, da je domneval, da bo kar tako odšla. šele prišla je – vsekakor ni imela namena iti in poleg tega ji je to po svojem tudi dolgoval. navsezadnje ni pozabila preteklosti – čeprav je ni velikokrat vlekla na dan, je določene stvari znala izkoristiti sebi v prid. »ah, daj no,« je mehko zamrmrala, njene dlani pa so se ovile okrog njegovih. »tole ni nikoli nikamor peljalo, ampak ne moreš zanikati, da ni bilo… zabavno,« se je počasi nasmehnila, medtem ko je osvobodila eno dlan samo zato, da je lahko zaobjela njegov obraz in ga z eno samo kretnjo nežno prisilila, da je uprl pogled v njene oči. »spala bom v najini nekdanji postelji, jack,« ga je obvestila, »in ti se mi boš pridružil.«
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
"Lažje, ker je podobna tebi? Resno se sprašujem od kje ti ta samozavest. Ampak vsekakor, vsekakor ji bo lažje, če bo po vsaki propadli zvezi napisala knjigo, s katero bo poskušala bivšemu popolnoma uničiti življenje," ji je moral nasprotovati, čeprav je večina stvari zapisanih v Emmini avtobiografiji držala. Res se je distanciral od družine, čisto zares je bil idiot, ko je tako hitro podlegel dekletu, ki bi lahko bila njegova hčer, res jo je razočaral, svojo ženo in otroka, kljub vsemu pa ni pričakoval, da bo to nekaj let po dogodku pricurljalo na dan. Avtobiografija, ki jo je napisala, ni bila slaba, Emma je brez dvoma vedela kaj počne, v vsakem primeru pa še vedno ni prebolel dejstva, da je po izzidu vsakdo, ki jo je prebral, vedel, da je tam okoli tridetega leta porival mladoletnico. "Ampak ja, pustiva malenkosti. Sem pa vsekakor že razmišljal v tej smeri, morala bo kriti določene stroške …" je preostanek stavka obtičal nekje v grlu. Oba otroka bosta očitno prehito zapustila gnezdo, on pa si bo to velikansko vilo delil samo še s služničadjo. Krasno!
"Kako lahko pričakuješ, da bom z lahkoto prenašal vse to … po tem ko si za nekaj mesecev izginila, nas dobesedno odjebala. In zdaj, ko se ti je ponudila prekrasna priložnost … voila, si nazaj, prste tiščiš tja, kamor jih ne bi smela …" je na hitro zdrdral tisto, kar ga je pri njej najbolj motilo. To, da se ga je še vedno znala tako zelo čutno dotikati, čeprav je bilo jasno, da med njima ni ničesar več. Da je znala pritiskati na prave gumbe, igrati prečudovito igrico, ga nekako pripraviti do tega, da se ji popolnoma ukloni, čeprav vse skupaj ne bo pomenilo prav nič. "Tista postelja zgoraj že približno deset let ni več najina, Emma," ji je vendarle namenil pogled, ko ga je v to morala skorajda prisiliti, je pa vedel, da bo na koncu prevladalo tisto njeno. Verjetno ji bo kot kužek sledil po stopnicah navzgor in niti pomislil na to, da bi jo odrinil, ko se bo sredi noči privila ob njegovo telo.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Tor Sep 17, 2013 8:02 am
njene ustnice so se razširile v skoraj presenečen nasmešek. »po vsaki propadli zvezi? ah, daj no, res sem mislila, da me bolje razumeš. ni se šlo samo za propadlo zvezo, jack. šlo se je za toliko drugih stvari. propadlo zvezo bi prebolela. tako pa si me ponižal,« je njen glas dobil oster podton, ko so njene oči z neko jezo zavrtale v njegove. ona je bila žrtev. ampak pobrala se je in to na edini način, ki se ji je zdel logičen. navsezadnje niti ni imela slabe vesti. nenadoma se je nasmehnila ob njegovem tonu. »pa ne, da ti je dejansko žal, ker bo šla? no ja, ta hiša je grozno velika za enega,« je skomignila z rameni. saj si je bil sam kriv.
zdaj se je namrščila. večino časa je bila dobre volje; ampak obstajali so trenutki, ko je imela preprosto dovolj vsega in zdaj je bila nenadoma jezna. »kako si kadarkoli lahko pričakoval karkoli drugega, jack? jaz sem vsaj šla in počela svoje stvari po svetu. ti, po drugi strani, nisi nikoli imel dovolj poguma za to. ne, namesto tega si si preprosto vzel kakšen popoldan za svoje neumne majhne igrice in potem pozabil na ženo in otroka… tako da si ne drzni zdaj pri meni vzbujati slabe vesti,« je mehko zamrmrala, njen dotik na njegovem obrazu pa se je nekoliko okrepil. potem pa se je nenadoma sprostila; mu obrnila hrbet in se nenadoma počutila skoraj ranljivo, dokler se ni spet zbrala in se z nasmeškom na obrazu obrnila proti njemu. »kam tiščim prste, jack?« se je pozanimala, medtem ko mu je stopila bližje. nevarno blizu, medtem ko sta njeni dlani zdrsnili po njegovem telesu. še predobro ga je poznala – še po vseh teh letih je točno vedela, kaj mora storiti in kje se ga mora dotakniti, da bo po njegovem telesu pognala valove ugodja. opazovala ga je, potem pa se je njena dlan oklenila njegove, ko ga je nežno potegnila za seboj. »pridi,« je zamrmrala, medtem ko je zakorakala proti stopnišču, namenjena pa je bila proti spalnici.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Tor Sep 17, 2013 6:46 pm
tag, emma!
"Se mi je zdelo, da sem bil precej jasen, ko sem ti takrat rekel, da mi je žal. Da to … to med nama ne bi več funkcioniralo, tudi če ne bi bilo nje," je povedal čisto resnico. Čustva med njima so začela usihati že nekaj časa pred dejanskim varanjem, pravzaprav je bila Louise čisto postranski problem in prekleto dolgo časa je minilo preden se je karkoli med njima dejansko premaknilo. Pa vendar, krivda je bila povsem na njegovi strani, Emma si tega ni zaslužila in presneto neumen je bil, da ločitvenega postopka nista začela že prej. "Ampak zdaj je mimo, predvidevam, da ne bova pogrevala deset let starih stvari, dvomim, da si zato tu. No, saj očitno že precej točno veva zakaj si tu, Emma," je njeno ime na njegovih ustnicah odzvenelo tako nežno, predvsem dosti manj obtožujoče kot poprej. Če ne drugega, mu je lahko vsaj pomagala rešiti določene težave, ki jih je imel, napraviti nekaj pomembnih odločitev, in Jill je bila vsekakor precej pomembna. "Kaj pa vem, dvomim, da bom opazil pretirano spremembo, tako ali tako je večino časa v svojem svetu. Po drugi strani pa … saj veš, skrbelo me bo. Komaj devetnajst jih ima in ne vem, če je dovolj odgovorna … če je sploh pripravljena na to. Željo ima, to gotovo."
Jasno je bilo, da se nista več znala normalno pogovarjati. Če se nista prepirala, sta drug z drugim gotovo govorila v zelo sarkastičnem tonu. To kar sta počela sedaj, pa je bilo nekje vmes. "Resno, Emma?" se je na njen vnovičen korak v njegovo smer moral odzvati in - preden bi njeni prsti zašli še kam dlje - zagrabiti khko dlan. Zdaj so se njuni prsti prepletli, dokaj samodejno in predvsem iz navade. In ko ga je potegnila proti stopnišču, ji je - začuda - brez kakršnegakoli ugovarjanja sledil. "Kaj počneva?" Njegova spalnica se je nahajala v prvem nadstropju, Emma ni niti razmišljala o tem, da bi utegnil karkoli spremeniti in pravilno je predvidevala. Ne glede na vse, je bil še vedno isti človek, dobri, starokopitni Jack, moški, ki je bolj kot vse sovražil spremembe.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Tor Sep 17, 2013 7:37 pm
tokrat je njegove besede odpravila samo z nasmeškom in zamahom roke. zdaj ji je bilo že vseeno. morda je še vedno vsake toliko časa popolnoma znorela, ker je v sebi kljub vsemu nosila ogromno jeze, ampak to še vedno ni bilo dovolj, da bi ga sovražila. del nje ga je vsekakor sovražil, toliko ji je bilo jasno – ampak del nje ga je še vedno oboževal, medtem ko ga je največji del preprosto sprejemal kot nekoga, ki je bil del njenega življenja. ignorirala je njegove besede in se osredotočila na druge. »glej, jack, jill se je odločila. se bo že znašla. tudi če se ne bo, se bo nekaj časa trudila, preden boš ti to izvedel. ampak dovolj trmasta je, da ji bo uspelo,« je prepričano rekla. njena vera v lastna otroka je bila neomajna.
med počasnim korakanjem se je sama pri sebi nasmehnila. »kaj počneva?« je ponovila njegovo vprašanje in se zasmejala, kot da bi bila to najbolj zabavna stvar, ki bi jo sploh lahko izrekel. »greva v spalnico, jack.« njen glas je bil mrmrajoč, ko je odrinila vrata v prostor in jih zaprla za njima, ne da bi se ozirala na to, da je ob tem s svojim telesom ob hladen material vrat ukleščila jacka. »moja prtljaga še ni prispela, tako da bom potrebovala… nekaj,« se je odločila, njene oči pa so od njegovih ustnic zdrsnile do njegovih oči. nato se je premaknila, mu obrnila hrbet in potegnila rdeče lase na stran. »lahko, prosim?« je zamrmrala, medtem pa čakala, da bo jack odpel njeno zadrgo – vedela je, da bo po tem njena obleka avtomatsko zdrsnila na tla in da bo pred njim nato ostala v temnem, čipkastem spodnjem perilu, ampak to je lahko dodala na seznam stvari, za katere ji ni bilo mar – prej nasprotno, to jo je zabavalo.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Tor Sep 17, 2013 9:02 pm
tag, emma!
Bila sta v njegovi hiši, ampak obnašala se je, kot da je ta vse prej kot to. Poznala je vsako najmanjšo sobo, verjetno bi do njegove spalnica lahko prišla tudi meže in niti trudila se ni, da bi prižgala luč, ki bi jima olajšala pot po stopnicah. Točno sta vedela kdaj je potrebno dvigniti nogo in kdaj zaviti, vedela sta kako dolgo morata stopati po daljšem hodniku in kdaj zaviti proti vratom glavne spalnice. "Tri proste spalnice in vsaj pet precej udobnih kavčev, nekatere od teh sem preizkusil že za časa najinega zakona, Emma, ti pa želiš … ti pa vztrajaš pri tem, da si bova delila posteljo, po tem ko si niti lastne hiše nisva mogla, brez da si ne bi potrgala vseh las," jo je spomnil na tistih nekaj res pasjih mesecev, ko sta še vztrajala pod isto streho, deloma zavoljo otrok, pa tudi zato, ker rdečelaska ni videla drugega izhoda. Ona je večino časa preživela zaprta v spalnico, on pa na enem ali drugem kavču. Pred otroci sta se - jasno - še pretvarjala, sicer pa je vse skupaj resnično bilo daleč od popolnega.
"Oh ja, ena izmed mojih majic bo morala biti okej," ji je že skušal obrniti hrbet, pa je to namesto njega storila ona. Ne zato, ker bi želela kar sama pobrskati po edini polni omari v spalnici, pač pa zato, da bi ji lahko pomagal zlesti na prosto. Tesna obleka, ki je tako očitno poudarjala njene obline ji je bila sedaj odveč, njemu pa dejstvo, da ženska, na katero sta ga sicer vezala zgolj otroka, v njem še vedno zbuja čudne občutke. Nežno je prijel za zadrgo in se spretno izognil goli koži njenega vratu, potem pa počasi krenil niže. Blago je z njene svilnato mehke kože zdrsnilo čim je odpel slabo polovico, prsti pa so se skorajda samodejno dotaknili že videnega. "Vedno brezhibna," je nato z lahnim pomikom dlani snop njenih rdečkastih las pomaknil nazaj na prvotno mesto, ustnice pa nežno prislonil ob njen vrat.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Tor Sep 17, 2013 9:16 pm
pa saj so njegove besede imele smisel – zares veliko, pravzaprav, ampak stvar je bila samo v tem, da emmi ni bilo mar. določene stvari je znala zelo spretno zakopati vase in preteklost z vsemi neprijetnostmi vred je bila ena izmed teh stvari, ki so se zdaj nahajale na polički v njenih možganih, do katere ni dostopala. tako se je bila sposobna zdaj samo nasmehniti in skomigniti z rameni. »daj no, jack. pusti preteklost,« je dejala. ona je z njo že opravila, ko je napisala knjigo. kako zabavno je bilo, pa tudi zelo osvežujoče in nanjo je imelo zelo terapevtski učinek. tega večera si bosta vsekakor delila posteljo.
njene ustnice so se ukrivile v nasmešek ob omembi majice. morda. morda je niti ne bo potrebovala; vedno je rada spala brez vsega in nekako ni dvomila, da se je jack tega še vedno spomnil. rada je imela svoje telo; to je bilo tako zelo očitno v vsakem gibu. morda je zaradi tega imela na sebi tisto eleganco in senzualnost, ki ju je nosila bolje od katerihkoli oblačil. zdaj je segel po zadrgi – lahko je čutila, s kakšno previdnostjo je potisnil zadevo navzdol. ni bilo dolgo, da je bila obleka na tleh, ona pa je na vratu začutila njegove ustnice. »pogrešal si me, jack,« je zamrmrala, medtem ko se je s svojim telesom naslonila na njegovega, ne da bi se trudila z obračanjem. »morda se res nisva ravno razumela in nekako se nisva več znala pogovarjati, ampak moraš priznati…« je za trenutek zadržala sapo ob vnovičnem dotiku njegovih ustnic na svoji koži, potem pa se je obrnila, njena dlan pa je brez oklevanja zdrsnila po gumbih njegove srajce in jih enega za drugim odpirala, »da je bil seks vedno odličen,« je mrmraje zaključila s pogledom, uprtim vanj. znala ga je zapeljati – že od nekdaj je točno vedela, kaj mora storiti, da bo mu prišla do živega.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
He liked how she insisted to let the past go, it was after all gone and tomorrow was yet to come. But certain things that have happened still reminded him of everything being so complicated … so out of place. Her smile on the other hand encouraged him to finally let it go, to finally stop thinking about how things really stood between them. "Yeah, if you say so. You can stay tonight, but you're gone tomorrow. I, myself, will take you to the hotel and take care of everything, you're just not … it's better if you're not around, Emma." It really wasn't. She made him go through all those fucking awkward memories all over again and it wasn't too pleasant. She made him think of Louise and other bullshit he'd rather forget, but hey, it was after all his own fault.
Although all he could really see was the back of her head, he knew a smile crawled to her face - even if it was just for a split second. Knowing her quite well, he knew what she was thinking about, and being completely honest, he hoped this was actually the case. She never wore pjs to bed and if it got cold in the middle of the night she would just snuggle closer into his embrace, skin to skin, sometimes they'd sleep tightly hugged, but mostly they'd just spoon. Thinking about that a small spark lit up in his eyes, but he still refused to touch her in any way. Yes, he will help her get out of her dress, yes, he'll even give her one of his shirts, but he was in no way getting closer to her. "What do you think you're doing?" he objected as her hands freed him of his shirt, but he was in no way able to dismiss her, let alone throw her out of his house.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
she had to smile this time. she knew something he didn't. and she was damn sure of the fact that he won’t get rid of her that easily this time. it will be harder and she was going to make it even harder for him, because a part of her was still angry over the past and all the things he did to her and to her family’s reputation, but he didn’t need to know any of it. “jack, I am not going to live in the hotel. okay? you know me better than that. I just need a place until I get myself some sort of an apartment I got a job as that hotel’s manager. don’t kick me out of your house, jack.” it was almost a warning. but she said it with way too nice tone to be considered as such.
she was looking him right into his eyes with the most innocent expression on her face. it was like she would take offence because of his reaction and his words were a bit harsh, even though emma was more than used to harsh; it was the way she handled things as well. “what am I doing?” she repeated his words with a sly smile on her face. she knew what she was doing. even after all this time she knew exactly where to touch him and how to look at him. “don’t you like that?” she wondered as her hands slowly slid over his skin and then she pushed him back to the cold surface of the doors. one of her hands undid the bra and suddenly she was standing next to him braless and she took those few steps towards him, so her bare skin was on his bare skin now. she was too fast and he didn’t even have time to push her away before her lips touched his neck. “or that?” she murmured next to his ear and her tongue slowly found its way down before she bit his ear lobe.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
It was when she smiled at him, that he realised he will in no way be able to get rid of her … tonight or in a couple more days to follow. She knew just how to persuade him into something and stuffing her hands under his shirt was surely one of those things. It made him think of their marriage, of how well everything went if only did they keep their mouths shut and worked everything else out by hand. "I should have known better. Of course you're not going to stay in a hotel when you have your ex husband to spoil you with a master bedroom and a possible breakfast in bed. Want me to tell Gail to fix it up for you in the morning? And a bubble bath or something?" he responded quite sarcastically as her warning hit him. She wasn't begging, she never begged. She just loved ordering people around and he was no different.
The look on his face stayed indifferent, of course it was nice having her back, but the love he used to feel for her was dead. All that was left between them was lust and it was purely for the fact she was still a very beautiful and gifted woman, boobs and ass in the right place, soft skin and an incredible body, although she's given birth twice. Shit, it literally bellowed in his head as she pressed her warm hands against his chest and pushed him towards the doors. Keeping one of her hands on him, the other one found the hook of her bra and she stood so gracefully in front of him. "Jeez, what did I tell you. It's not happening," his words told a complete different story, whereas his body hungered for her. He tried hard to keep his hands off her, but there wasn't a thing he could do about the tingly feeling in his pants. "Oh, to hell with it, Emma, I'll fuck your brains out," he then grabbed her just under her jaw line, kissed her aggressively and pushed her onto his bed - she might have known him for a long time, but all they've done in bed so far was making love, whereas now … he was all about fucking.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Pet Sep 20, 2013 9:10 pm
this time she decided to let it go. his voice was unusually sharp and she wasn’t exactly used of that with him, but it didn’t really matter anyway. she was staying and she was damn sure that she will make him accept that, one way or another. after all, she was very good at getting things done just the way she wanted. she always managed to get it right for her; one way or another, she always knew what to do.
there was a smile on her face. he was saying something and she saw it in his eyes – it was not what he meant, it was as far away from it as it was actually humanly possible. and she loved that – she loved the feeling of being wanted and she also liked knowing that he wouldn’t just let her go that easily. not again. not after all this time. “but jack,” she objected to his words until he spoke again and she smiled slyly. and then he spoke; she was able to feel his touch and she kissed him back just as passionately as he kissed her. and then she was on his bed – in nothing except a tiny piece of underwear. she didn’t care. “all grown up, I see,” she murmured with a daring tone in her voice. she kissed him again and pulled him closer, wrapping her legs around his body and pulling him closer. she needed him closer. she wanted him closer. her fingers finally unbuttoned his pants and then she dealt with his belt before her hand slid under the material of pants and then her hands slowly closed the grip around his cock. emma knew exactly what she was doing and that much was obvious by now.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Pet Sep 20, 2013 9:36 pm
tag, emma!
There was this pulsating feeling in his veins and all his body shook as they shared a passionate kiss. It must have been years since their last kiss, but it still felt so familiar, and so freaking great at the same time. They both knew what they were doing and none of them wanted to stop. They both felt this strange urge to keep on doing whatever they were doing, who cares if they regret it in the morning. "Shut it, Emma, I ain't taking your shit now," he cut her off quite rudely as she mumbled something against him, but it was all a part of a game. He wasn't her toy boy anymore, he couldn't care less about all the touchy-feely crap, he wanted her and he wanted her now, and she will do whatever she's fucking told to.
He leaned above her naked self, his lips travelling all the way from her lips and down her trembling neck, stopping at her collar bone just for a second and then going straight for her breast. He kissed and slowly licked around her nipple, just as she wrapped herself around him, her hands quickly unbuttoning what was left of his clothing. His pants had to go and so did her little lacy thong. "You can stay as long as you're available for this once or twice a day," he whispered just before he nibbled on her again and he could swear he felt her back arch a bit. He still got it, no doubt about it. "You'll have to be quiet though, I don't want Jill to know about it … or anyone for that matter." Kissing her again he prevented her from saying anything and that's exactly what he'd do to shut her up. Fill her mouth in every way possible.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Sob Sep 21, 2013 7:55 am
it was amazing and she loved it. she loved every single bit of it – from the feeling of control she got from manipulating him into exactly what she wanted to those little electric sparks their kiss sent down her spine. her whole body was trembling now and he probably had no idea how much she enjoyed this. it wasn’t just him – it was the fact that she had him again, he was hers for few seconds and even though she knew she will never ever belong to him again… it wasn’t important. but it was amazing enough for emma. she loved getting things she wanted.
“oh, jack,” she had to laugh now; her laugh was a bit husky from all the cigarettes she smoked, but that just made it more attractive. “don’t you worry about that, I don’t want people to know I’m sleeping with my ex-husband. besides, I couldn’t care less… and you know me better than that.” or at least he used to. she had to ache her back because of his touch; yes, he was good and she could also taste a little victory and that made it even better. “and I will sleep here,” she added the only thing she wanted. it was easy and achievable enough and she would surely find her way into his bed, of that she was sure. she didn’t feel like she will be used or anything – no, she was more than happy about that deal, mostly because it was something she wanted from the beginning. but she kissed him now – her thoughts weren’t all that important because she was too busy pulling him closer now and when she finally had him inside of her, she moaned with pleasure and smiled, looking him directly into his eyes.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Sob Sep 21, 2013 9:33 pm
tag, emma!
Having her back in his arms was refreshing, yet so old and familiar. She probably knew very well how to make him do stuff he wouldn't initially do, and so did he. He knew where to slide his hands, how to kiss and mostly, he knew how far he could go with her. Emma was one of those women who were incredibly proud of their own body, so she didn't mind when he left the light up and his blinds open, she also didn't close her eyes as he licked and nibbled on her clit, she just kept staring at him, eyes rolling from all the pleasure, but she was still so fucking present. He heard himself murmur some unrecognisable words as she pulled him up and literally forced him to go faster, but hey, he didn't mind being pleasured. He forced into her quickly and she wrapped tightly all around him, helping him with deeper and harder thrusting, until they both kinda became one again.
"You're still good," he sighed as he exhaustedly crushed against her and kissed her neck until they found the perfectest position on their old queen-size bed. Back to back. No cheesy cuddles, no spooning, just an incredibly intense orgasm and much needed sleep. Because if he wanted to bear with her for another couple of days, he surely needed more time fucking than chatting.
- fin
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Sob Sep 21, 2013 10:19 pm
tag, and again, ex wifey!
She was an old friend. A friend that showed up at his door every now and then to get a drink and later on an orgasm or two, and although he's been quite busy with pleasing Emma and doing everything up to her expectations, he just couldn't say no to someone who's been there for him every time Em wasn't. It's not that he thanked her in sex, but they enjoyed their time with each other, but they also needed space, so apart from that they just stayed away from one another. "God, it's been some time," he sighed against her naked and incredibly soft skin (that of course couldn't compare to Emma's, but that was another story he wasn't getting into), his fingers already traveling south, to a very familiar place.
It would have all ended with a perfect orgasm for her, if his ex wife didn't just barge into his bedroom leaving her unsatisfied. Guess she wasn't thinking too much about it at all, she simply jumped up to her feet, exposing herself to Emma, rummaging for her underwear and making it all even weirder. "Fuck, Em, don't you know for to fucking knock?" he hissed at her and covered his friend in some sheets, until she could find her clothes and fuck off. Guess they could finish this some other time if she ever feels like coming up to him again, after this wonderful encounter with another one of Jack's women.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Sob Sep 21, 2013 10:46 pm
she was actually having a nice day. she didn’t spend a lot of time at home this day – even though it wasn’t her home any more, not after all that time and everything that happened. but it almost felt like home again. emma was spending a lot of time with her ex-husband and her kids and everything was quite lovely now. well, at least until she came home and recognized a somehow scared and definitely unsure look from housemaid. she knew that look – and she got angry in a second.
she rushed upstairs and nearly threw doors off on her way. she knew what she would find there and she wasn’t wrong. she didn’t stop to think about how stupid it actually was of her to feel betrayed, but then again, she couldn’t care less about that. “jack, darling, you know I don’t knock,” she replied to her ex-husband and then her eyes were on her. “and hello to you, you little – ah, whatever you are. he is done with you now,” she informed her and took her time to observe the naked body which was quickly being covered up in front of her. not that pretty. not that pretty at all. “I remember you liked them younger back then.” woman was leaving now and emma didn’t even hesitate before slamming the door after her and then her eyes were fixated on him. “oh honey. you really shouldn’t fuck them in our goddamn bed,” she shook her head as she leaned on the door. god, she was so angry she could easily scratch his eyes out, but as long as he was on the bed, she could control herself. the moment he’d get up… that was another story.
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
število prispevkov : 110 cash : -234 street reputation : 91 tvoja starost : 32 starost lika : 35 group : wallace crime family kraj rojstva : atlantic city, usa
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Sob Sep 21, 2013 11:10 pm
tag, and again, ex wifey!
He tolerated being bossed around in bed, but this whole thing … this was another fucking story. Throwing his women out, literally killing them with her wicked eyes … he knew she was incredibly ticked. More than that, she was pissed off and he knew he was going to hear all about it when his friend leaves. Her faux kind voice didn't take him by surprise, he knew she was only holding her shit together now, because she didn't want to make a scene in front of everyone. "Emma, don't push it. Get. Out. Of. My. Room." he tried, although he had a feeling none of this will work with her. She seemed confident, her stare was deadly and in his friend's eyes she probably seemed a bit dangerous. No hard feelings though, she actually could be dangerous. Picking up another piece of the clothing he passed it to Melanie and shot her an apologetic look right before she disappeared … probably more embarrassed than ever before - she did after all flash all her private parts at his ex wife.
"I like them normal and you're not it. I also like them quiet and obedient, which - of course - you aren't again. You're just … you're completely nuts Emma," he raised his voice, wrapping the sheets tightly around his waist, "plus, it's my house, which means my rules. It's also my bed, you're just sleeping in it momentarily, because you're too fucking vip to get a hotel room." Her voice got real high pitched when she was really angry, so he was just looking out for that ... and really, it could happen any time now. She will either get all 'you're mine' on him or completely trash him for touching another human being.
emma thompson
število prispevkov : 136 cash : 286 street reputation : 141 tvoja starost : 30 starost lika : 39 group : locals kraj rojstva : dallas, usa.
Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Ned Sep 22, 2013 2:55 pm
she just shook her head when he spoke. he seemed so angry now; maybe a bit embarrassed and god, she actually loved that. it was almost like her little pay back for everything he did to her – fucking that young thing in the office and making her look stupid? big mistake. she was still not over it. she could never get over that, but most of the time she tolerated him and as long he did what she wanted, it was okay. “no fucking way, jack,” was all she said now. this was not okay any more.
the slut finally got out and they were alone. she smiled when he spoke and she laughed a little as went on and on about quiet and obedient. “how is that even interesting, jack? is that how your life looks like now? you fuck everyone you can boss around and feel important? I almost feel sorry for you, but then again, I am not being rational right now so I am really quite far away from feeling sorry for you,” her voice was a bit louder than it should be. but she honestly couldn’t care less. “what are you gonna do, fucking throw me out? oh for fuck sake,” she stepped closer and pulled his goddamn sheets away from him. “get up and deal with me like a man, jack!” she pushed his goddamn night lamp on the floor and watched it fall to pieces, but she couldn’t care less about that either. “or are you not capable of doing that? I mean, all those obedient women… did they make you a coward?”
tagged: jack. :3
katie wallace
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Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Ned Sep 22, 2013 7:59 pm
tag, and again, ex wifey!
He knew she wasn't going to listen and just leave … she wanted to win this argument no matter what, and the more he wanted her out, the more he wanted her to stop invading his privacy, the more she insisted on it. "Look, Emma, I'm sick of it. You're here solely because you are the mother of my children. It was a moment of weakness that I ended up sleeping with you and I think we both agree it's better if it doesn't happen again. We're not compatible, I know you agree with that." He just didn't know what else to say to make it better, to get rid of her, to make past go away without hurting anyone involved. Especially Jill that seemed so happy with her mother around again.
"Oh be sure I have an interesting life, you're making it more than fucking interesting. Complicated if you will," he rolled his eyes at her pitiful words, but only he knew what was actually true and what wasn't. He enjoyed being a free man, he loved that he got to fuck whoever she freaking wanted and he was in no need of someone who will make him feel sorry for having fun. He deserved it, after their failed marriage he didn't want to get serious with another woman, but of course he wouldn't admit that to Emma. He hurt her even though he supposedly loved her, but Louise was so different. It's not that she was young, she wasn't even a virgin, she was just refreshing … he simply enjoyed her and her body, which was making him more and more distant at home. "Look, I don't even want to discuss this with you, it's none of your business, okay? I do what I do, we're not married anymore and you don't have to be here if you can't deal with it. It doesn't mean i'm throwing you out, I'm just saying you're free to leave," he responded and then gasped just as she pulled the sheets away from him. It didn't embarrass him in any way, it's not that she hasn't seen him naked before. "If you like talking to me when I'm naked better, so be it, but I'm not changing my mind. I'm not a fucking coward, I'm just a man with needs and since I'm divorced and cannot fuck my wife, I did, do and always will find pleasure in other women."
emma thompson
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Naslov sporočila: Re: forrest hills avenue no. 03 Ned Sep 22, 2013 8:39 pm
she was so fucking pissed off and it was all his fault. that stupid, cheating bastard of her ex-husband suddenly reminded her why they got divorced in the first place and she hated him for that. she did – she always had a strong feelings for him and hatered she felt at that moment was burning her skin. »oh, right! because now it's all about that! god, you are so full of yourself, this is fucking unbelievable!« of course she was upset. no one could blame her for being upset at that moment, that much she believed.
»oh honey, I am not going anywhere! you don't even need to throw me out. don’t you think I don’t know you want me as far away from this fucking house as possible? but I am not going.” she smiled now, even though there was a weird anger in that smile. it was all too much. she was too calm for too long and now she was on the edge of explosion. and then she was walking towards him, standing in front of him in the next second. his final words were too much – and she didn’t even realize when she rose her hand and slapped him really hard that she could actually feel the throbbing pain almost burning her hand seconds later. »you stupid, stupid manwhore!” her voice was trembling now from all the anger and she slapped him again and again – she had no intention of stopping this time and she was angry enough that her slaps left red marks on his face.
